“The rain comes and goes as it pleases, but the sky is always there.” I’m here and there, and I guess never in existence for long. The only reality and safety in my life is Jesus- I am a lover and follower of Christ. Because of Him, my soul is free- however, my body is a cage. I have disordered eating habits and thoughts, but I am not diagnosed and probably never will be. PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW IF: you are easily triggered, can’t handle personal blogs or disordered behaviors. petal(s) falling ED DirectoryTumblr (3.0; @eatforus)http://eatforus.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcl6itEUW61qa92mto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52887932498http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52887932498Thu, 13 Jun 2013 12:45:39 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz6yzzoJ4h1qi4236o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://valuska.tumblr.com/post/17380980721/8-for-otto" target="_blank">valuska</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>#8 for Otto</p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52647226597http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52647226597Mon, 10 Jun 2013 12:45:57 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lziim8Z4j01r0fx0po1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52419655603http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52419655603Fri, 07 Jun 2013 17:31:14 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m20olv9wbs1rn0gj7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://relishinrussia.tumblr.com/post/20547074550/a-letter-addressed-to-alexandra-written-by-a-20" target="_blank">relishinrussia</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>A letter addressed to Alexandra; written by a 20 year-old Nicholas. 2 April, 1889.</p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52419498921http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52419498921Fri, 07 Jun 2013 17:28:58 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m52onxQNvP1r8hj6go1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52079997414http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52079997414Mon, 03 Jun 2013 13:25:36 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m64xyeaE1b1rp6ea8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52079813580http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52079813580Mon, 03 Jun 2013 13:23:24 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0293735bf72785b47ecc4f19831101a5/tumblr_mnpbmhUoO51qc2mclo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://proustitute.tumblr.com/post/51865532957/helena-kvarnstrom" target="_blank">proustitute</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://inne.day-lab.com/" target="_blank">Helena Kvarnström</a></p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52042390787http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52042390787Mon, 03 Jun 2013 00:17:21 -0700<p><!-- more --></p> <p>with the failing of my math final, i earned the first C of my academic career ever. that&#8217;ll look great on my transcript.</p> <p>now school is out, and i have too much time alone.</p> <p>i already see myself searching for disaster and destruction of myself again, because i still have not made friends with the part of me that i cannot accept.</p> <p>this is something i can stop, though the implication of ability is weak, because it feels, or rather is inevitable, this inherent need to end myself. </p> <p>i have drawn lines half a step from myself, ones i cannot cross. i am stuck taking  minuscule steps, dancing in my little box, seeing and hearing everything and nothing, feeling nothing and everything.</p> <p>i am already so tired of myself.</p>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52042360873http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/52042360873Mon, 03 Jun 2013 00:16:35 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/de9afed0cd91a1e658f8b6817988ce44/tumblr_mko52ge3P41qah9w1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://rosettes.tumblr.com/post/51460554972/photo-by-richard-avedon-for-vogue-1968" target="_blank">rosettes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>Photo by <strong>Richard Avedon</strong> for Vogue<span>, 1968</span></em></p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51930249948http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51930249948Sat, 01 Jun 2013 18:48:12 -0700<p><!-- more -->i am trying</p> <p>that is enough</p>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51698811291http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51698811291Wed, 29 May 2013 20:47:09 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9bitlbhC71r24m5oo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lapetitecole.tumblr.com/post/31514923451" target="_blank">lapetitecole</a>:</p> <blockquote> <div class="fbPhotosPhotoCaption" id="fbPhotoSnowliftCaption"><span class="hasCaption">Madame Yevonde (1893-1975) <br/>Baba Beaton, 1932</span></div> <div class="fbPhotoTagList" id="fbPhotoSnowliftTagList"><span class="fcg"> </span></div> </blockquote> <p></p>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51488533739http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51488533739Mon, 27 May 2013 11:02:33 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lw92vdC1xG1qbfc2no1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51267105776http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51267105776Fri, 24 May 2013 18:30:13 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d0ac4030336efba722038e5c5023dd3b/tumblr_mitpztjCpa1s2vkvyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://morbidism.tumblr.com/post/44080308764/rudimentary-by-absence-is-steel" target="_blank">morbidism</a>:</p> <blockquote> <h1><em><span>Rudimentary </span><small><span class="by">by</span> <a class="u" href="http://absence-is-steel.deviantart.com/" target="_blank">absence-is-steel</a></small></em></h1> </blockquote> <p></p>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51210114332http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51210114332Thu, 23 May 2013 23:30:36 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4683021926d9eaa53cd2e0c2207f61e4/tumblr_mlerl1FWYy1ryp16ho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51197886567http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51197886567Thu, 23 May 2013 19:50:03 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2w8d8T9wT1qatqtto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51024775368http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/51024775368Tue, 21 May 2013 16:20:52 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ln7g1k5iOO1qi4236o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://valuska.tumblr.com/post/6831074551/1-for-prudence" target="_blank">valuska</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>#1 for Prudence</p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50689339539http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50689339539Fri, 17 May 2013 17:30:21 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lp1tobuiOZ1qi4236o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://valuska.tumblr.com/post/8172360640/5-for-thalia" target="_blank">valuska</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>#5 for Thalia</p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50635810711http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50635810711Thu, 16 May 2013 22:41:59 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/37ebf05c5f407ab952d9eab8c096e240/tumblr_mkqp3tgaXS1ri5xdgo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://avinhon.tumblr.com/post/47115506452/some-of-us-are-meant-to-be-alone-4-iv-2013" target="_blank">avinhon</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>some of us are meant to be alone, 4 IV 2013</em></p> </blockquote>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50559349028http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50559349028Wed, 15 May 2013 22:25:34 -0700“You have my permission not to love me;<br/> I am a cathedral of deadbolts<br/> and I’d rather burn myself down<br/> than change the locks.”<br/><br/> - <em>Rachel McKibbens, “Letter From My Brain To My Heart” (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://larmoyante.com/" target="_blank">larmoyante</a>)</em>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50559270429http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50559270429Wed, 15 May 2013 22:23:58 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzaimdGkWB1r9rgvco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://seayousoonsun.tumblr.com/post/50022148285/not-my-point-of-view" target="_blank">seayousoonsun</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>not my point of view</p> </blockquote> <p>but mine..whoa..</p>http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50073927807http://eatforus.tumblr.com/post/50073927807Thu, 09 May 2013 23:17:18 -0700