I’m sorry I can’t be lovely and delightful all the time for you.– an honest haiku (via wowloverly)
Elizabeth Fraser- Underwater
[[MORE]]i can smell the food she’s making for the boys. when my mom takes them for the week, usually she is so preoccupied with them i can eat as little as a want without her noticing. but then she gets into the habit of making meals. i am too afraid. i had way too much to eat yesterday, my stomach is too full and i don’t feel hungry. i told myself it was okay to have some of the chips...
[[MORE]]today i could rebound any bad feelings i’d had, yesterday too, at least concerning everything and everyone around me but myself. i sat in the sand, i listened to the waves. he didn’t show. he didn’t say anything. i’m disappointed i let myself get my hopes up, so they could be let down. i’m disappointed in how much i wanted to see him. why do i love people so...